So I was e-stalking on myspace or facebook and I saw this picture of this girl. She was stunning, like truly, I had to take a closer look. I wasn't even sure she was real... Of course when I took the closer look at the picture she had a huge bleached out spot on her arm that was sort of like a huge reverse birthmark. That in a nutshell is how it is... There is always that smack of reality that stops anyone from being perfect. The girl of your dreams always decides on day to shave her head, or to quit her job, or become a vegan, or some type of bullshit that fucks up fantasy land, that forces you to deal with the fact that she is not the person that you want her to be.
One of my boys sent an email about cheating on your wife to a list I am on with a bunch of married cats. One of the engaged cats basically wrote back that he was sick of dating and hollering at chicks and how with each conversation he has with a woman that doesn't mean anything to try and get some ass "a little part of him dies." He spoke the truth. I will tell you, my dream in a relationship is to fast forward to the easy parts. I hate having to pretend that I am always nice, that she never gets on my nerves, that she is never a bitch... Of course she is a bitch sometimes, and I am an ass, but in the end I want to be here. But instead I am in the street having the same conversation time and time again with different people to no end result. Hell I don't even try to sleep with most of these women, its just the game "I just play it to play it." (Jigga) And that gets me to the part that I hate the most. Sometimes even I get caught up and complain about the game. I will be calling it like I see it and I will have a woman try to argue me down. Where it mostly comes down is about whether or not spending money makes it easier to have female "friends," I say the money helps, obviously my female friends always say that the answer is no, we can't really settle this because I think you are lying. (side note, yes I suck, I do believe that women will lie in a heart beat to win an argument, that is why first person sources are completely illegitimate.) What is the point of this? not much, it is just my general feelings now... ie malaise...
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The malaise doesn't go away with relationships. Hell, even friendships have those moments where that person gets on your.very.last.nerve, but you give them a little space, life goes on and next friday, you're out sharing a bottle of scotch again and the same is true for any real marriage. Its not all rainbows and sunshine - it's more barbed wire and lame sex.
Money makes EVERYTHING easier, inluding making "friends" but its about the quality of friends, right? Anything worth having is worth working for or even fighting for, so choose the path of least resistance if you enjoy the path of the most drama. (you know you have to work at being drama free). . . and its true, we will lie to win an argument ;)
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