So basically, my life is consisting of bad habits, and I mean I guess they are bad but I love my bad habits... in fact I hate people with no bad habits, so I figure I will list my favorites...
I curse too much, I mean, well too much is a judgment and I think I curse just right, meaning not in front of my mother, but otherwise I am fairly foul. I am pretty well educated supposedly, but that is what makes it better to me. Fuck what you think an Ivy League Nigga should be. (now don't you love that sentence?) I will just do what feels comfortable, even though in some rooms I think I seem less educated than most, but then again I got the paper behind me to phukkem.
I drink too much, then again that is again a judgment and I am not about that, but hell, I like drinking a lot, even if it is bordering on what the liberals call problematic. At this point I figure I still make it to work and have fun, and have not really annoyed anyone I care about annoying, therefore... Plus I am an asshole so making people uncomfortable is fun for me, so maybe I lay shit on a little thick sometimes.
I LOVE McDonalds... and pork... When did it become passe to eat bullshit? hell I don't know, fuck I care for either, I pretty much don't mind being fat, though I do mind people who talk shit about my good friends Big Mac and Pork Chop, I mean who are you to talk shit about my people? I don't know when it happened but at some point shit changed and you can barely find an educated person that likes a pork chop and a quarter pounder... deezam. Personally I have accepted being fat... any working out I do would be to become less fat but still fat, since in order for me to work out I would have to drink less, and therefore...
I am completely irresponsible with money... But I am a hell of a lot of fun, so let me tell it its a trade off. I mean sure, a dude with barely a real job and only occasional clients shouldn't be buying round for folks and going to bougie ass restaurants but its what I want to do. I mean I figure until the reopen debtors prisons I will be that last educated dude out here with a low credit score and good stories. We wont talk about the money I spend outside of the bar... its really not any better.
I'm an asshole, well sometimes at least. I mean I guess I am hard on people... If you read what I write you can sort of feel the asshole stuff, but hell.
Understand none of this is like a pity party, or trying to get props, its just my reality. I like being sort of fucked up cause I figure that is what makes me hot. I guess my ego is another issue. I just read too many blogs or talk to too many people that want to be perfect. they never sleep with ugly people, the eat all the right shit, and read intelligent books, and never have any bad habits. I HATE those people... have some color, have some flaws... its okay, cause whoever you are fronting for they are going to get to know you and find that stuff out anyway. embrace it and make sure you have a personality... even if other folks dont like it.
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